Widowed, Now What?

Are you newly widowed? Are you completely lost in this new world of grief and widowhood? I remember how horrible those first couple of years were after I lost my husband. I didn’t know what to do. I was devastated. While I can’t take your pain away, I hope this…

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Something To Look Forward To

Something To Look Forward To

Wintertime… It’s grey, rainy and cold outside, and it’s definitely affecting my mood! I’ve noticed lately that I’ve started ruminating again about my husband’s death, our last few years together and the things I wish would have been different, the regrets, the many unanswered questions. It’s easy to fall back…

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Another Year Has Passed

Another Year Has Passed

The year is almost over. It’s been a pretty good one, although I’ve been struggling with some minor health issues. Part of getting older, I guess. All in all, I can’t complain. I’m still alive. My husband has been dead for 12 years now. Sometimes it feels like yesterday, other…

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At The Hospital

...and my heart wept all over again.

Memories came flooding back. Dark memories of hours upon hours spent at the hospital. Or at the cancer center for his radiation or chemo. Or accompanying him to get blood transfusions. And days and nights at hospice until the inevitable sad end. The Trigger My grandson broke his arm and…

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